I try to be so perfect
and still you find the flaws
you make me feel like s*** each day
this pain's getting hard to hide.
I don't know how to make you happy,
What's it gonna take,
To show you that I've done my best,
and will to my last day?
No matter what I do
It won't be enough for you.
No matter what I say
You'll criticize my ways.
I've never wronged or hurt you
What motive do you have
to cause this hurt and suffering
on my mind and on my soul?
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
All I ever did was try.
Nothing more I ask of you.
Just leave me here to cry.
No matter what I do
It won't be enough for you.
No matter what I say,
You'll criticize my ways.
All I want is you approval
But all that is is a dream.
If I try to take it much longer,
I'm sure I'm gonna scream.
There's only so much I can take
Whatever you do,
don't let me break.
You wont make it if my anger prevails.
Your body will be on the ground,
and you blood under my nails.
You wont have a chance to justify yourself.
I gave you all that time.
Only when your cold and dead,
is the day that I'll be fine.
Now no matter what I do
I don't care if it's good enough for you.
Now no matter what I say
You wont Criticize my ways.
This poem is to my mother. (It's kinda a song but w/e) I hope she reads this. I hate her. I want her dead. Ever shred of hate in my body was originally made for her.