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by Abby Jun 1, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
It's so weird. It's like we don't exist. It's so weird. I know your still pissed.There's things that were left unsaid that i thought weren't. I told you i missed you. And i said words that hurt. I lost it with the words i said. I don't know why. I didn't think i could do it. Because my feelings for us were shy.How do you resolve a problem that seems impossible. We've tried a lot of times before, and I'm Held responsible. I don't know how we did it. It faded so fast. I wish we could fix it. I deserve a kick in the ass.You hang out with different people I hang with the same. Why is it weird i care, and now feel nothing but shame? I told you i worry. But i don't know why. You were my sister. I left you there to cry.How could i Dare leave you so quick. You were awesome. You Were hil. You were my favorite chick.It was very cold of me to just up and leave. I could have swore I was around. But now I don't believe.You lost the man of your dreams that i once help you find. Now hes gone and so am I.Your not losing anything. Except what is gone. And can't be replaced. Member when you moved "no 1 will EVER take your place".If you think i don't wonder your wrong. if you think i don't care i still listen to our song. Let's be us Again. Did you ever think of the name. I still don't know why we made it our song that day.Wat a weird title it goes with me and you. Why did it end so shitty. So fast i don't have a clue.High school is different. Way different then i thought. I saw it with you. My sister, we never fought.If we could go back I know we both would. If we could go back. I think we really should.But that was in the past. and the future is here. I wish we were tight and everything was clear.If i could have you both. I know for sure I would. I loved you both at 1 time. Personally i still should.Brock said it would kill me. to not be friends with you, but i didn't listen. I had already lost you, gained him and it cost this bad position. I know after everything u still wont forgive. I can't take anything back. I will just have to live.I wish u would listen to me sometimes when i try. I just want to get through to you and not have you cry.I'd say lets start over. But we've done that before. I don't know how to do it. Should we try it some more?I know u personally have no interest talking with me. But someday i wish you would open your eyes and see.You have to forgive and forget Even though it's tough. I know u don't want to hear it. and i know this shit is rough.I think I'm done explaining because theres nothing more to say. I just hope you will forgive me. Forgive me someday.