Never will i (song)

I want him so bad,
But he can’t be mine,
For he has another girl,
And nothing is fine.

He should be mine,
But there is no way,
Time is running out,
And I could never say,

That I love him so,
Cause his love didn’t last,
He quit loving me,
Cause her spell was cast

And that’s just the way,
The way it’ll be,
Forever and ever,
For all eternity,

Never again,
Never will I,
Will I be with him,
Never will I,

She won his heart,
While I sit and stare,
From the back of the room,
Trying not to care,

But it’s just too hard,
When they’re all I can see,
I try to block my view,
But it just can not be,

No matter how hard I try,
He’s always on my mind,
People think I'm crazy,
Cause it’s always him who I find,

And that’s just the way,
The way it’ll be,
Forever and ever,
For all eternity,

Never again,
Never will I,
Will I be with him,
Never will I,

I wish we could be,
Together once more,
But I lost my chance twice,
And got kicked out the door,

Out the door of his heart,
To never come back,
Outside I’ll always stay,
No matter how much I hack,

I cry so hard,
Every night,
Over him,
Why can’t it just go right?

I am for him,
And he is for me,

I love him so much,
But it’s only me that can see,

And that’s just the way,
The way it’ll be,
Forever and ever,
For all eternity,

Never again,
Never will I,
Will I be with him,
No never will I,

Why do I have to love?
Why do I have to want?
Why do I have to need,
Why does the love I have, have to haunt?

Why can’t it just leave?
Just leave so I can move,
Move on with my life,
And get unstuck from the grooves,

Maybe one day,
I’ll be fine again,
And I won’t ever think,
How good we would’ve been,

And that’s just the way,
The way it’ll be,
For ever and ever,
For all eternity,

Never again,
Never will I,
Will I be with him,
Never will I,

No never again,
Never will I,
Will I be with him,
Never will I.