Your friend the blade

I cant go to school
i have no friends, no life
it is just me
the blade, your friendly knife

who is always there for you
and here when your so alone
laying right beside you
when your sitting stiff as stone

i hate to see your sad tears
and your problems that make you insane
that is why I'm here for you
to release you blood, your pain

it finally makes me happy
to see the grin I've brought to your face
i don't know what you'd do without me
your life would be such a disgrace

but after i please you
i do see some tears
i just hope they are happy ones
and your not crying in fear

I'm sorry if i hurt you
but i hear you when you yelp
I'm just here for your rescue
wen you say blade i need your help

i hope you don't get rid of me
i hope those words aren't true
cause if they are my heart is split
and shattered into two

if you get rid of me
and throw me far away
you will never get by in life
your body will rot and decay

don't get upset with me
for the truth is what i tell
you wont be successful
but live in so much hell

i love you so much
as you do to me
i hope you just realize
i really set u free

i hope we're together 4ever
for your problems i do mend
i just want to see you smile
for i am your one true friend

**i am trying to get over my self-harm and that is why i wrote those...i wrote it instead of self-harm**

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