The past two years have been the toughest years in my life.
There were so much pain, tears, anger and heartaches.
I feel so empty inside now that you're gone.
Tears are always in my eyes as I think of you.
And while I hold out my hand to reach you, you won't do the same, not anymore.
I try to forget and try to wish the pain away, but I see you there; yet, you don't say a word, you just walk away.
You see my pain and you even feel my pain.
But then again, you just walk away.
I wish I could pretend that I?m fine
That I don't feel any pain.
I wish of so many things and yet I know I could never turn back the hands of time.
I want to be strong; I want to hide my tears.
But what I want most of all is to hold you in my arms again.
I know you still love me; I can see it in your eyes.
Although you would not tell me, I know you still want to be with me deep down inside.
Sometimes I wonder what would it take to make you stay?
Will you ever love me like you did, then?
Or will you just break my heart again?
There are things I let go for a reason
And there are things I will never let go.
God knows that I'm trying my best to let you go.
So every night on my knees I call to Him.
With tears in my eyes I pray to Him to take away my pain.
So, I'm building up courage and I'm trying to be strong.
I'm trying real hard to move on.
Though I try not to think of the memories we made
I always end up doing so.
And I find myself missing you more and more.
I know it's going to take time till I finally learn to let you go.
Soon my heart will mend and my love for you will fade away.
Until then, I wish so very much that one day we can be together again.
