It used to be the three of us
Together all the time
We did everything together
People thought I was weird
To hang out with two gay guys
And never anyone else
Some people even looked down on me
But I never seemed to care
And they started fighting
Almost every single day
Then they took a break
It didn’t last a week
The three musketeers is over
It will never be the same
All of a sudden they hate each other
It makes me sick inside
I can’t eat anything
All I want to do is lie in bed alone
For now they won’t speak to each other
And definitely won’t hang out
And now I have to choose
Who I want to hang out with
This just adds stress
To an already stressful life
For I see my one friend ache
It kills him deep inside
And each time I see him cry
I want to make the pain go away
It makes me mad that I can’t
Why does God have to do this
It pushes me to my limits
I can’t stand to see him hurt
I can’t get any sleep
I want this all to end
Suicide runs through my mind
But he needs me too much right now
So maybe another time
