I woke up this morning
stuck in a world
between dream and reality.
Seeing us together,
yet depression hit me
knowing that's no longer true.
Trying so hard to be conscious of actuality, but still drifting...
to a place where we were one.
It's all hopeless I know
yet the dreams take over,
sucking me into another dimension
where reality means nothing at all...
I can see us in the distance
inseparable, holding hands
as if the fight never took place.
A petty fight
words were said and not meant
yet the wounds were deep
and unfortunately they won't heal.
I'm hurt
but I hide it well
locking away all the pain
so I won't be discovered...
I'm now unaware
in my own world, just a dream
trying to focus on something
that's no longer there.
It's been gone for some time
hiding, but not to be found.
It's buried deep now,
not a treasure to be discovered.
Lost for some time
yet lost isn't right;
GONE- and now I'm LOST
LOST in an empty world.
A world where I hide...
I can't bare to face the facts
they call it denial...
maybe it's insanity?
I can't help this longing...
one last kiss?
Not a chance!!
Your over it,
over us,
over me.
As I lie here awake... yet asleep,
slipping in and out
between dream and reality.
