hey i had the same problem with my mom. she would always yell at me and my brothers. i thought i hated her but i inside i loved her and now that i live with my dad thing have cooled down. talk to your dad and mom and tell them how u feel, but dont yell that just makes worse. just hold on. debbie

omg... i feel almost the same exact way hun... my dad seems to be a lot like yours... my parents arent together anymore(because of him)... but yeah i think i know how you feel.. and it sucks... thankfully i have my moms house to stay at for weeks at a time before i ahve to go see him.. so i kinda have a safe haven there... but the biggest one and best one that i have is my boyfriend.. i got really lucky with him... but it seems like you might not be so lucky so if you ever need someone to talk to im on aim alot lately... my sn is CuteLovePancake... im always willing to listen! no matter what
thanks
keep writing and getting the crap out of your system so it doesnt make you feel so bad!
much love
amanda