I dont wanna be here no more

I'm tired of getting treated like
sh!t, I'm sick of it, I hate it. I don't want to be here no more. People don't give to sh!ts about me. I wanna die. Ha, Nobody will notice I'm gone, I hate this f-ucking world I hate everybody in it. I hate my family I hate myself. I hate everything and i don't wanna live I just wanna die and disappear. I'm tired of getting back stabbed. I'm sick of it. My parents are making me cry, My sister is ignoring me and my friends are just doesn't even notice me. It's like I'm ghost. I guess nobody wants me no more. They just threw me out like trash thinking I don't matter no more. I'm a d amn human I have feelings. I try and be the daughter that everybody wants me to e. Hey why not just control my whole life? Doesn't that sound good? Since I can't even get a word out to people. They don't car what I say, Hey why don't I just run away?, Doesn't that sound good? I won get in your way no more. One less person you'll have to worry about and take care of. I've never asked people for help, NEVER, And when I do they ignore me. No body wants me, My eyes get watery I can't control my emotional, I can't control my OWN life I'm locked up in this prison wanting to escape. I can just take a knife and cut my vanes, Doesn't that sound good? Let my body rot in my closet. Nobody will notice I'm gone. I hate this world, I hate my parents I hate myself I hate everything . I just wanna DIE