Why Do I Need You

As i sit here looking at you,
I see youve caused me pain,
But why do i keep returning to you?
The mystery puzzles me,

I do not want to hurt anymore,
I do not want to bleed,

Tell me why i need you,
It seems like im addicted,

Ive locked you up,
Ive put you away,
I did all i could do,

All you do is cause me more pain,
But yet you satisfy me,

I urge for you at night,
But in the end i am scared,
For every bloodstain i let out,
Is bringing me closer to my end.

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