My story

* i know its a bit long..but please take the time to read it..please comment..good or bad! and let me know what you think..thanks *

the blade has destroyed
the girl i used to be
the happy, caring girl
the one that was so free

i always used to laugh
hardly ever was i sad
everything was better then
life didn't seem so bad

but then the sky it clouded over
my happiness disappeared
all my nightmares started coming true
everything id feared

the rain chased away the sun
and the joy that i did feel
i didn't think it could happen to me
i didn't believe that it was real

i started to feel angry
and i always felt sad
my friends were getting sick of me always being mad

i felt like i had no one
until one day i found a friend
one i knew would never leave me
one that would be there till the end

the razor blade was what i found
it seemed to set me free
id sit alone and cry at night
my blood, the blade and me

each day id feel the anger
and the blade would call my name
once id started, i couldnt stop
my life would never be the same

i continued to cut daily
with nothing at all to gain
i felt the need all the time
i was addicted to the pain

so now i am scarred
from my head down to my toes
but i pretend to be happy
not one person knows

no one knows about the tears i shed
or the blood that continues to fall
they don't know about my new best friend
they don't know anything at all

and so the smile i wear today
is a cover for what i feel inside
like a masquerade ball is taking place
everyday of my life...