LOST MY BROTHER AND BEST FRIEND

Once i had a dream...
then it became my fear,
i lost my best friend but see
the dream was to become like
family to him....
it happened then about a year and a half later he passed away.
He passed away on February 21, 2005!!!
to this day i wonder if it was me
who made him die.
i wonder if it was my mistakes with
the relationship that took
it's toll on his ever so loving heart.
I'm glad that i had this chance to say that he was
my brother
my best friend.