Welcome 2 my suicide death

Every time you ask me how I am, it reminds me that I aren't
Every time you speak 2 me, I just think of all the lies
Every time you see me, I put on a fake smile
But all the time, every time, no 1 hears my screams

Every time I uncover my arms, my mind is filled with memories
Every time I cry at night, I cry no tears, I cry blood
Every time I think back 2 when I was little, I drift more 2 the edge
But all the time, every time, no 1 hears my screams

I sit at night wondering why no 1s theres
I wonder what i did so wrong 2 deserve this
I ask myself "why am I still alive"

I lay at night hoping 2 not wake up again
I wonder why is my life is like this
I ask myself why does no 1 care

I want 2 welcome u all 2 my Suicide Death
Welcome 2 what really is me
Welcome 2 my secret life
Welcome 2 the deep & dark side of me
Welcome 2 how I cope everyday
Welcome 2 the whispers that no 1 can hear
Welcome 2 the screams that no 1 can hear

But now can u hear this whisper, this is my Suicide Death...