My little black heart

I guess people will see my tattoo and go
"why a black little heart?"
well they obviously don't know me,
its the way I feel for a start
I've felt real love, I've seen it go bad
I've lived with with the feelings of pain that I've had
I've felt the rejection of people wanting someone else
I've lived with doubting, starving, hating myself
so don't look surprised just coz I don't dress like you'd expect
I'm a depressive self harmer, you just never bothered to check
So I'm going to have my little black heart of love when I have my tattoo
I really couldn't care less if you wonder why, or if my choice surprises you