Im sry did my back hurt ur knife?

It’s like I’m a circle trying to blend in with a bunch of squares
Bickering and fighting all the time
I thought we were finally happy with each other
I guess once again I thought wrong
Leaving the “group” was one of the hardest decisions
I didn’t want to go. but I felt like I had to
I tried my hardest to still stick with them
Finally I gave in.. I came back
How come when I finally came back everything went wrong again
Its like this whole fight was because of me
One of my best friends started talking bad about me
Then about the others…
Doesn’t she know we have feelings too?
It wasn’t that they wanted to make her mad
They just wanted to tell what they had on their mind
I’m sorry if I ever hurt anyone like she hurt me
Sometimes I wonder if when they walk by me…
If they ever stop to think about me
Every time I hear their names, see their names
I wonder how they are feeling
I wonder what’s going on with them today
If maybe they need a helping hand
I try I really do but sometimes I feel like this whole thing was my fault
When they walk by me do they ever wonder why I cry at night?
Do they even know that I cried last night?
The answer: Probably not
The reason why I cried is because I don’t think I can take it anymore
All the fighting, threats and yelling I just cant take it
Not anymore
I thought that I would come back to the group and give it another try
First they need to know of all the tears I’ve cried
I so badly wanted to walk up to her and ask her….
I’m sorry but did my back hurt your knife?

*this isnt the best but i had to let it all out*