Don't throw it away...

Looking back on it all, It seemed so perfect,
Life was so fulfilling with you,
When you held me in your arms I felt real again,
When you kissed me with those tender lips I felt whole,
When you touched my cheek, your soft gentle hand told me how much you cared,
And when you smiled, I smiled back, because I knew you were smiling for me,
But when I looked into to your eyes, that was when I really knew, that your soul was filled with the purity of an angel, capable to blow me away into a dream world,

So why am I feeling like nothing matters no more? to you anyway...
I don't want to wait, I just want to know,
Are you going to throw away everything...or try again?

I don't want these tears to fall,
Not from a face that to the world seems so clear,
My smile is taken over by something evil growing inside of my heart,
No matter how hard I try to hide it,
The pain I feel for you inside is too great,
I can't deny I made mistakes,
But don't we all? at one point or another?
The memories are the things I'll find the hardest to forget,
The ones you cherish all your life for when you were happy,
Please don't ruin what we had,
Don't leave me with thoughts I wish I could wipe from my mind,
Blaming myself for losing you...bit by bit