Everyone who ends it like this,
Forcing themselves to accept deaths final kiss,
You know your friends will hope you miss.
I have tried to bring it closer,
Sucking at the bottle until it ran dry,
I’m not ending this in tears.
I swear I’m not going to cry,
Everything is blurred, and I think I’ve died,
Their just going to say “you faked your own suicide?â€.
Sorry, but I cant be like everyone who ends it like this,
There’s to many people who need me to stay,
I know my lover will still be here to miss.
It’s far to much for me just to kiss away,
Back up into the bliss that life provides,
Numb the pain with the strength that’s here.
There’s been to many times now, that I have been near,
Maybe I understand now but its to late to repair,
I think this is what I’m scared of, running from my own fear.
The only thing that I’m going to apologize for is that,
Every 18 minutes someone dies from a suicide,
Every 43 seconds somebody attempts one.
There doesn’t need to be anymore people leaving us this way,
No matter how many tears their worth,
It’s to late for me, but you still can change what I missed
