Lost

Lost in a place of sadness,
Lost in a world of lies.
Lost in a deceiving torture,
Of love and silent cries.
Lost in a life so horrible,
With pain no words can tell.
Besides...maybe,
This life is a living hell.
Lost in a love so painfull,
A love that wasn't true.
Lost in your every lie,
And you have no clue.
Lost in all the things you said,
Lost in my own tears.
Lost in all the things that weren't true,
Over these past two years.
Lost in all the things we did,
That now mean nothing at all.
Lost in how you could just sit there,
And know I was about to fall.
Lost in how you said you loved me,
When you didn't even care.
Lost in how I believed it,
When you were never there.
Lost in how I was so stupid,
To think somebody cared that much.
Lost in how I'm lost,
Without your gentle touch.
I'm so lost without you,
Wheather you believe it or not.
Without you I'm nothing,
I'm lost without your thought.