Keeping it Inside

She fell in love with someone
He had no idea that she existed
She was so afraid
The though if telling him made her cry.

Every night she cried herself to sleep
Only having dreams of telling him
But it only made her cry
She found herself crying when she awoke.

Every night the dreams came back
They always haunted her
She always woke up in the night
And going back to sleep to only have on again.

One night she didn't sleep at all
She was afraid to sleep and dream about it again
The next day she seen him standing there
He looked at her and walked away.

The dreams replayed in her mind
And she finally realized that the dreams were true
She went on the whole day upset
That evening as she went home she got shot.

The news spread everywhere about a girl getting shot
No one knew who it was
They always seen her walking down the road
Then her name was revealed when she didn't go home.

The boy went to the store the next day
He seen the headline. " Girl Shot when Walking Home"
He grabbed 50 cents and read the article.

He ran all the way home trying not to cry
When he got home he ran to his room
He reread the article
Then he said, "this can't be, it has to be a dream."

The next day he walked to school
When he got there all the students were in the gym
He went in and sat down
The principle started talking about safety and then before it was over he brought up that girl.

He ran out of the gym crying and screaming
His friends all looked at each other and ran after him
He said, "I loved that girl."
All his friends said, "why didn't you say anything?"

I was afraid respond the boy
He ran home, found his mom on the coach
He ran into the kitchen grabbed a knife
Then ran to his room and locked the door.

He wrote a note to all his friends and his parents
Layed it on his desk beside his phone
Unlocked the door
He said, "I loved her, why did it have to be her? why couldn't it been me?"

Then he took the knife in his hand
Put it to his chest
And his final words were:
"I love her so much. Without her, I can't live."
Blood fell as he layed there and died and while he mom was watching T.V. and talking to her friend.

Keeping it inside took both their lives when they could have been together and happy.

*this is not true*
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Sorry so long