Never realizing

Time after time I tell myself
that you're not worth my pain
all the tears I've ever cried for you
were endless emotions in vain
but no matter how much I tell myself
you always end up on my mind
hoping and praying that someday
another like you, I'll find
but harsh reality sets in
and I realize you'll never be replaced
broken hearted and lovestruck
I keep searching for your face
no one can fill the emptiness
that you have left behind
no one can heal my heart
that you broke time after time
I cant go on searching
for a has been that never was
all the while my heart bleeds
you just dont know what to me the pain does
so sadly this tattered heart
will continue the search it had in store
hoping and praying but never realizing
we'll never be like we were before