If i could hold you for a moment...

If i could hold you for a moment,
things might be ok...
im so sorry that you hurt baby...
i cant make it go away...
if i could look into your eyes...
maybe things would make sense...
and i could just let evrything go...
shit...here it goes again...
damn it hurts to be without you...
the years go by... damn...i gotta stop... let me breathe...
never thought i would trust anyone as much as you...
its sometimes too hard to believe...
thers oceans inbetween us..
i kno cuz ive cried one or two
but all i can think about are the dreams i have...
of one day seein you...
mayb i shouldnt feel this way...
im sorry baby but i need you...
and im not fightin every day..
to jus say goodbye to you...
i think back on the last two years..
im givin it my all...
wonderin what your thinkin at night as i wait for your call...
thinkin if this is gonna last or should i pull away....
wonderin if i can dodge death,
to get to you someday...
im so sorry i cant be with you..
im so sorry your not in my arms...
im so sorry i cant be all u want...
never wanted to cause you harm...
damn im sorry the phone calls last so long..
its so hard to say goodbye...
and if i ever had to let you go...
i'd probably never stop crying...
baby your my everything...
im so sorry but its true...
and im sorry for the things ive done...
and for all the things ill probably do
baby im not perfect ... but i wish i could make you see...
but damn i cant... your miles away...
this isnt how its supossed to be...
i love you more than i can explain,
and the rest of my life it wont change...
tell me your feelings, what u thinkin?
are we on the same page?
ill b ther soon, one way or another..
but until then heres my heart baby girl
so that if i cant see you for a million years..
we'll never really be apart... take my world...
thats what u are to me anyways..
so im really not losin anything...
pen still bleedin tears flowin now...
yea thats it im done singin...

i love you boo boo... alwayz...
~muahz** lol holla bacc~

~Cy3rA 3sPiNoSa~ 1~