What is this feeling?
One I have never felt before
You ruined my life, but I was dumb
Because I kept coming back for more
Why did I ever believe you,
When you said that you care?
Why did I get so drawn in,
When you said you'd always be there?
Now you just don't care
And I've never been so alone
You dropped me out of my life
Expected me to get through on my own
Well, you should know,
I'm not getting through,
I haven’t slept in months
I'm nothing without you...
I didn't know someone
Could change so much
To go from such a sweetheart
To a horrible bitc.h and such..
When I try to talk to you
You just don’t even care
You walk away, and hurt me more
How can you think this is fair?
I don't understand someone like you
How can you walk away from what we had?
How can you watch me die on the inside
And you're not even the least bit sad
I can't believe, God could do this,
I didn’t think he'd ever make my life so bad
I never thought you'd leave me,
Leaving me far beyond sad..
I've tried moving on, tried not caring
I tried everything you did to me
But, I'm still stuck in the past
And in the future, I can’t see
You'll just never understand
How much you destroyed my heart
You took it in those hands of yours
Tore it in shreds, ripped it apart
Just like our memories
In which you have burned
That happiness I once had,
Is never to be returned
You're too cool now,
Just too selfish to know
That I'm destroyed inside
I have nowhere to go.
So, I'm just gonna thank you
For taking apart who I am
For ruining my life,
And not once did you give a dam.n
