More Than I Can Take

I see how you ignore me
when you see me in the hall.
In try to act like I've moved on
and got over it all.

But I haven't got over anything
when I thought I was at first.
And out of them,
you hurt me the worse.

I try to act like it doesn't bother me
to see you with her all the time.
The memory is constantly
remaining in my mind.

I make it seem like I don't need you
because it's been 3 months.
But it would look dumb if I cried
and said I gave a f u c k.

When I do cry over you
it's when I'm alone.
Sometimes in the first floor bathroom,
sometimes in my room at home.

I don't want anyone to know
how I'm feeling on the inside.
It's odd that I can't do it in the open,
I always gotta hide.

Not a day goes by
that I don't think of you.
I was a fool to love you,
and I know you think that too.

I can't bare to forget you.
In you I could confide.
I have to let you go.
I have to cry on the outside.

Could you talk to me at least?
So I could at least know why.
Some memories make me smile
while others make me cry.

There isn't one in this world
that could ever take your place.
All the love that we shared
could never be replaced.

Even though it was just a month,
you're the best I've had.
And I'm sure nothing has EVER
hurt me this bad.

I want to leave you alone.
I want to let you go.
I wonder if you'll ever love me,
but I guess I'll never know.

I have to give you up,
I knew it was a mistake.
I need you more than ever,
this is more than I can take.

And while you're at it, there are so many other of my poems that are like this, so could you please check em' out.And please leave a comment.
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