**She committed suicide March 15, 2005. I miss her so much**
Dear Rachel,
I don't blame you for taking your life with a blade, for I too wait for this so-called blessing to be taken away. At first I was sad, now I'm sort of mad. How can you leave me here alone. God I miss you so! You should have called and I would've gone along. Here I am looking to the sky, wishing more than ever for that day it's my turn to die. I can't lie, I really need you holding my hand through my pain called life. I have Cassy and Ivan, but they don't feel the way I do, they can't relate like you used to.
We shared the same pain, both tired of this stupid game. But don't worry Rachel, I'll join you up there soon someday.
Love,
Your best friend
Rest In Peace Rachel, I love you.
