Xx. Į'Μ tŗŷįňğ δό ĥλŗď .xX

I'm trying to live without you
but it's hard knowing your not here
I'm trying to make it through
but I'm slowly starting to disappear

i want so bad
just to see you again
I'll do anything
to have my heart mend

you were like my brother
maybe more then that
but seeing you go so horrible
makes me feel more then sad

i feel like I'm dieing inside
God took a huge part of me
knowing you'll never come back
all i can do is plea for him to take me

but i know that it's not right
and i pray with my heart
if i go, i hope everyone will understand,
that i tried real hard

* Again dedicated to Matt, the closest thing that i ever had to a brother, i love you so much Matt*