My Final Pray

My family believes in you
But me I don’t know for sure
I go to church, I pray to you , I read your book,

But still I don’t think I believe in you
Part of me wants to part me disowns you
Oh what am I do to

Am I a lost soul doom for hell?
Should I believe in something I can’t see?
I write poems hoping that they will revile
The evil good of you

What am I do to? Am I a lost soul lamb
Or am I just a nonbeliever distain to die unknowing
Oh this evil ever lasting dance of good

Dear God to be or not to be
I don’t see anymore like I once did when I
Was a kid was I nave or was I once a true
Believer?

If your really there I know you love me
just the way I am but if your not then what
is the great unknown I fell in the dark

I just want to know

Am I lost?

Or

Am I still young?

Dear unknown God of mine
This is my final pray
Deliver me or disown me

My dear unknown God