The Mistakes I Made

My pain shows through my eyes,
My pain is because of your lies,
How can you make my heart so fragile,
You never really saw me smile.

Our love was really never love,
All the love I got was from above,
All you use to do was abuse me,
But now that your gone I can be.

The harmony of freedom plays away,
I grew the wings I used to fly away,
You really dug down inside,
All I could do was confide.

Confide that everything was fine,
But really, nothing could be fine,
You made my life a living hell,
And you tripped me over, I fell.

I cried myself to sleep,
Cutting down really deep,
My past was not really bad,
But I think about now and it makes me mad.

Cos I screamed and yelled,
I cry, how could nobody tell,
Maybe because you did not care,
You were not playing fair.

Did you think everything could be OK?
That I could keep living my life this way,
Surely you must have had some dignity,
To stop and get rid of my misery.

I kick and punch to get some attention,
But your abuse became obsession,
Now I sit her today,
And reflect on the mistakes I made.