Losing interest

When you were a kid or boy
when ever you played a video game alot
or play the same toy
over and over again
you start to lose interest
you start to think it's not fun any more
you start to get bored
and want to get something new
well? guess what?
i was left behind
i was the one that people lose interest
my ex-gf i once really cared and love
told me right in my face
she no longer had interest in me
she no longer had those feelings she once had
she told me that i wasn't the thing she wanted
she made me change so much after that
she made me gave up the looks i once thought was good
and throw it all away and replace them with a new one
but someone made me want to keep the thing i really am
someone who thought the real me was great
someone i wish i could tell
someone i wish i could share
i just want to tell her i love her more then she can ever know
it's more then true love i tell myself
it's more then a fake feelings i tell my mind
she the girl i wanted
she liked the real me
but? is it just me?
or is the world filled with question that can never be answer
she started to fad away
she started to disappear
she slowly moved away
she slowly disappear into the blue's
i just want to hold on to her hands
and never let her go
but what can i do?
people just lose interest in me when they know my lame and boring jokes i like to say
my lame and retarded look my ex-gf once left cause i just wasn't a person the world wanted
now? another part of heart is slowly fading away from my heart
just cause am not as funny as before or better looking the world wanted
so now i sit down and laugh
and slowly watch every person in my life that once loved me lose interest in me