My emotions are numb,
i just don't care,
about my clothes, or even my hair.
i don't care what other people think,
if they wanna talk crap they can drown in a sink.
I miss when i used to be happy,
when i laughed and smiled,
even with my mom for a long while.
You yell and scream,
but i don't care,
you can tell me I'm a failure,
it doesn't even matter.
You've pushed me as far as i can go,
I'm so through I'm ready to blow.
Sometimes i wanna break down and cry,
but i can't let you see,
the emotion i hide deep inside.
I remember when i used to sind and swim,
it seems so far, and so very dim.
you ask a question all you want is lies,
you don't care what i think,
you just wanna hear,
what's good to your ears.
This is what i think,
how you pushed me to the ultimate brink.
