My life

I can’t remember the last time I was

happy to be me or be alive

If I must write about

something I’d like,

It’s to be content with my life.

I don’t care if no one likes me,

I don’t care if no one cares for me.

I just want to like myself.

Can’t remember the last time I did.

Lately, I just want to get my life over with.

I wish rumors would stop.

I wish lies would disappear.

I hope happiness soon comes near.

The only thing that never leaves my side, are tears each night.

Just hold on to my pillow tight.

Praying I could have courage

to face my fears.

But it isn’t too easy

It isn’t easy at all

Especially when your world is broken in half,

your heart is torn apart,

you’ve even lost your laugh.

I was only left with pride.

Even that has faded away.

My eyes are full of sorrow,

my smile is actually despair,

At times I feel no one is at my side.

pulling me through my pain,

Most people call life.

I’ll keep my head up high.

I know it’ll get better.

I haven’t lost my faith.

At least not yet…….