This Ever Lasting Pain...

Today I felt so sad
But I couldn’t tell you why
Because even if I tried
I'm sure itd be a lie

It’s gotten to the point
Where I just can’t stand to live
Because no matter what I do
This pain I can’t forgive

My smiles just to fake
And this pain is just to real
And today I faced the fact
That there’s no way I can heal

I just cannot move on
And put this in my past
And now I’ve come to find
That this pain will always last

I don’t know what to say
But I know that this is right
Because if I left this world
I could forever see the light

I'm afraid that if I stay
More pain is what ill face
I’ve made to many mistakes
That I just cannot erase

My life is just a waste
There’s nothing left to do
Because no matter what I try
I'm left here feeling blue

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