Hidden feelings

I saw you saunter past this morning,
it's been two months since that dreaded day,
when you eliminated me from your life,
and threw our love away.

I picked up all the shattered pieces,
of my torn and broken heart,
promised myself a new beginning,
time to make a brand new start.

i changed my image completely,
got a whole new glamorous look,
i went to self help classes and regained,
some of the confidence that you took,

i landed a job in computer sales,
earned a promotion within a week,
my life had taken a drastic turn,
my future no longer looked bleak.

I met a great new guy today
he's very kind and sweet,
i thought i'd never get over you,
but my addiction i have beat.

even though i tell myself im over you,
i know tonight, when i go to sleep,
your face will swim before my eyes,
with memories i hold deep.