I wish I could bring you back. My eyes are burning with the thought of you. My heart pounds, as if it will burst from my chest. I lie awake at night sometimes, talking to myself about you. I cry myself to sleep on these nights. I can't help but to wonder how it would be to hold you every day. To teach you things, be a role model. I miss you, I love you. I will always love you. There is a neverending space for you in my heart. But, I can't stop the pain. It hurts me so much to know we'll never meet again. To know the only time I see you is in my dreams. To wonder if you would love me as I love you. This is the tale of a sister. A sister in pain. Living everday in grief. In pain. A sister who cannot be a sister at all. But, can only dream of how things could have been.
