Sick of Fighting

I’m sick of this
Constantly fighting a battle with myself
Is making me weaker and weaker
I’m losing this never ending battle

That fuc k ing little voice always
has something to say to me
It’s always got an insult
And something to remind me of

I’m sick of hearing
“I’m worried about you”
From all of my closest friends
I don’t want to scare them anymore

I want to surrender
Let the other me win the war
I’m sick of fighting
It’s wearing me down

I am sick of crying myself to sleep
I'm sick of seeing my scars
I am sick of this war I'm fighting
I am sick of losing the little battles