Unthinkable

Why is it that you do not care
Why do i think I'm a waste of air
I don't want to be here
I don't want to be there

For once i want to die
I want my soul to fly
I want to be able to live free
Why did this happen to me

I did it again now
Theres nothing you can do
Just let me be me
And ill let you be you

I don't really care
About what I'm doing
Everything right now
Is really confusing

I'm hiding from myself
I did the unthinkable
how could i be like this
it has to be impossible

See what happens to me
When I'm treated like s h i t
I just pick up a knife
And i slit my wrists