Let it Heal

It just tears me apart
To know that I’m not the one in your heart
I wish you knew the way I feel
I just wish that the pain would heal

I look at you all the time without making a blink
If only you could see me and maybe stop to think
I’m so in love with you it hurts my soul
It’s like I’m the girl who plays the not good enough role

My friends say I’m strung up on you
They say that I need to find someone new
But I can’t cause I got this feeling in my bones
The feeling that I should be the one who owns

You’re the only one I want, the person I need
Without you in my life, I just can’t succeed
Sometimes in my room I just sit and cry
Thinking of ways that I could try

But you’ll never want me, I’m just not that girl
The girl who’s pretty and smart, who owns the world
Those dark eyes say it all, you don’t have to explain
Even though I try, I just keep making myself insane

How many times have I thought of us as one
Maybe I should just go and get a gun
We’d be sitting in your room, watching tv
Then suddenly you would look at me

You’d look at me with that mysterious look
That kind of stare that would get me hooked
You’d grab my face and pull me in
Then our boundaries would be so thin

I’m trippin over you all the damn time
I just wish so hard that you would be mine
Never will you tell me that you want me bad
To bad I’ll be the best you’ll never have

Cause, It just tears me apart
To know that I’m not the one in your heart
I wish you knew the way I feel
I just wish that the pain would just… heal

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