I feel like our relationship isn't the same it really started when dairy and you got together.well you know how the vents connect our rooms?well whenever you to were intament you would always get mad and send me outside.i feel since then you and me aren't the same but i don't know what it is and maybe you do.i know it isn't because of trust because i know that i trust you and you trust me.and grandma says that its because we don't show enough love.i do talk to grandma about these things and its only because i feel like she can talk more easily.I'm not saying i trust her more its just that when i do try and talk to you about these things you never want to talk about it and i understand why but sometimes i really need someone to talk to on that level.and if we talk about it every once and a while then we wouldn't need to bring up that much.i wanna know what all happened with dairy and Maury and you i would like to know so i can feel like we have a better connection and so that i understand what has happened and maybe if i know that then maybe we can figure out why i feel like we aren't the same with each other.i love you and i know you love me and i know its kinda hard for you to express the things that had happened to us i don't want to see a psychiatrist because i think that you and me can talk our selfs.i would really like to be able to talk to you on that kind of level.i don't think its because we don't show that we love each other because we already know that we do.i just wanna talk so can get a better understanding of each other.i love you and i hope that we will be able to talk.
