Read me closely

Trying to forget what hes done
shes sick of the lies hes told
never putting her as number one
she lost her self control

blacking her eyes
changing her style
always going to cry
never wanting to smile

turning herself into
someone she hates
not knowing what to do
she acted fake

no ones shoulder to cry on
he still wasn't coming back
she wasn't going to be able to go on
her heart was beating black

carving his uncials
in her torn up arms
making it official
to let him see her self harm

even knowing her wont care
shell still let him see
hes never really been there
so she can pull up her sleeves

to see all the marks
from her suicidal ways
making everything so dark
every single day

so just waste me she said
waste who i am
her words were easy to be read
and easy to understand.

-i guess its alright i like it-

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