Never My True Friend

Why do you get in the middle of everything
You're f.ucking ruining my social life
I am slowly losing my friends because of you
I'm sick of this s.hit and I grab the knife
Physical pain seems like the only way out
The blood appears and it just feels right
You don't even care how much you've hurt me
Sometimes it's hard to sleep at night
Whenever one good thing actually happens
About ten other things tend to go wrong
Now take a look at what you've done to me
You put me down too far and way too long
I can't f.ucking take this stupid s.hit anymore
I know that none of this will ever end
Don't you realize the pain I have inside of me
Of course not, you were never my true friend.

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