The feeling of this moment now
of everything we were
i suddenly know how
how we could so viciously hurt her
we don't belong together
the six of us all as one
blown along the wind like a stray feather
i know for sure we are done
it was that note
that made us realize we all back stabbed each other
those stupid words we wrote
we know what it feels like to smother
one by one people left
we're all so different we don't belong
so here i am in this giant theft
singing this sad song
O how the days pass by
i don't even count them anymore
i know all i did was lie
now I'm sobbing on the floor
watching the blood run away
hearing my stomach growl
i knew someday I'd pay
the smell of the puke so foul
I'm just paying myself back for what i have done
though it's not entirely my fault
this pain has only just begun
the taste in the back of my mouth like bitter salt
I'm forever stained
watching us slowly fall apart
our smiles forced and pained
so many scars to the heart
we still pretend
until the sun goes down
that we are all a good friend
to each other in this ghost town
where no one roams but us
trying to figure our problems out
making it into such a fuss
but i still doubt
we can ever tape it all back into something that is whole
and stack each other back on the pole
and make best friends our only lifetime goal
