This mistake cost me,
All my friends have abandoned me.
They see the darkness inside me,
They know I'm in pain.
They don’t know how bad I’m suffering,
I can’t stop myself from bleeding.
I didn’t mean it too go this far,
I didn’t mean too slice myself like this.
I feel weaker every time I do it,
It’s all her fault I hate life so bad.
The pain she caused,
It hurts so much inside.
I scream and shout,
As I cry and yelp.
I hate doing it so much,
But it’s the only way too stop the pain.
They hate me for what I do,
But they don’t know why I do it.
I express myself through these words,
Because the pain is too much for me.
I so much want too cause her pain,
As much pain as she caused me.
I think about her at night,
But all it dose is make me cry