Asking for more

I don't know what to tell you
What do you expect of me
I tell you I don't understand
Then you just go and flee

I'm not afraid to say anything
You just think so
I know you won't hold it against me
You have a desire to know

What do you want me to do
Bend down and say I'm sad
I'm dying , I'm falling
Pick me up and make me glad

To tell you what makes me tick
What I'm thinking every frickin second
What makes me quiet , silent
To give beckon

It's even worse cause i hate questions like this
It reminds me of the place I've been
With doctors hounding me
Questioning my own authority

I'm not afraid to tell you anything
It's not even trust
Maybe I just want to vent my own way
That I don't want to bust

What do you want me to tell you

My family sucks
It's full of lies
Everyone here
Are people I despise

That I hate to be here
Cause everyone is fake
Just another reminder of
How much I can only take

Tell you everyday problems
And just breakdown
To just sit down
And let you take away my frown

This is how you want to connect with me
By seeing what is disrupting
My mind and thoughts
What's erupting

Talk to me you say
Say I'm blue ,forget this
It's not going to help
Not going to change the abyss

You get mad at me
Cause I can't come through
Like I said
I don't know what to tell you

What do you want me to tell you?

I'm living in a body half here
I look around with blank expressions
Finding what's lost
Getting rid of my old depressions

Tell you my hate
And that all I want to do is run
To a place far away
Where there is only sun

What do you want me to tell you

That I'm surrounded by hypocrisy
That my family keeps together
Just for my sister and I
But Whatever

What do you want me to tell you

That I'm at the point that I don't care
What goes on in the outside
Beside my box
I tried

Maybe I like to reflect on my own
I'm not afraid
What else is there to be afraid of
Being betrayed

What do you want me to tell you
I just don't know how to
I've always dealed alone
What do you expect me to do

All of a sudden someone's asking for
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