Not Okay

by LoÑ£ly♥P!rÄτΣ   Jun 6, 2005


Do you think I'm OK?
Look deep in my eyes.
Something I need to say,
its all a bunch of lies.
I'm not OK,
I really know that.
I don't know how to make it from day to day.
My wall has cracked,
I'm tumbling down.
You can't look back,
My face is just a frown.
Wet with tears.
I don't want to go on...
I'm sick of my fears,
Ive kept them for years.
They are all boarded up,
I'm about to give up.
I want to let go,
but I've screwed up enough.
Would they even miss me?
would they even know?
I highly doubt it,
I can't wait to be free...
I just want to quit,
and have people stop crying for me.
I'm not okay...
I know that now.

*sorry its bad...its just something that i need to say...but don't know how...*

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  • 19 years ago

    by Lecrissa

    Well this one shows a lot of feeling a lot of pain. It is writen well...

    you know the saying life is what you make it.... Its parshally true....with help from your friends both old and new....You will pull through.... Count those of us here who wish you well to be amoung you friends... For we all write from whats within ourselves...Read the poems of others to know you are not alone we all are bound together and poems and quotes is our home...

  • 19 years ago

    by Carlee Ann

    Katie, dear heart, it hurts me that you aren't ok and that I'm too far away to help... poor dear. I liked this poem, a very unique format. kiss kiss, loved it lots, love you more!
    Car

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