I don't feel like i should be living. All i think about is death. I cry thinking how horrible my life is. I can't see because tears fill my eyes. They cloud my judgment and kill my happiness. I sit here and think of how everyone would prosper without me. Will they be happy, will they be sad, will they even notice that i am gone. My heart stops and i fall to the ground wanting to be taken, to heaven, to hell, I really don't care. I just want to be taken from this place. This place that holds so many bad memories. This place that holds all of my thoughts, secrets, and desires. I feel that no one loves me, and if they did, they don't show it. I'm sorry that i feel this way but i don't know how else to feel when i have no one to talk to. no shoulders to cry on, no one to hug, no one to care for me, no one to love me.i confuse myself. I don't know who i am and i don't think i want to. the person who used to stare back at me in the mirror is no longer there. She has left and never to come back. never to cry another tear,grow another gray hair, or hide anymore feelings. This girl has spoken and will speak no more. This girl is gone, dead, no longer existing in my mind. No longer hunting my every thought. No longer, no more
