Life without living

A curse or a doom
A lost battle or was it the battle with my life
A dawn of new start or is it the bright end I see
My destiny or Almighty’s curse
I’m confused, stuck up in the turmoil
Finding answers to my life
Can’t find a way, I see no reason,
I just can’t stay
Don’t know why this happened to me
No clue why I’m abandoned
I thought he did love me
Thought he did care
Yeah, he did but it was never for me
He was the one I loved
I was nothing more than a game for him
He dumped me out and I lost it all
He broke my trust, he broke my heart
He stayed in my arms, and I died in his soul
I see no place, no lands to move
I’m still living without life
Breathing without air
This is the best I got from him
This is what my love gave me
“A LIFE WITHOUT ANY LIVING”