Dedication

I was thinking of you tonight when I went to bed
I was hoping I would wake up and hit my head
I couldn’t stop crying I wanted to bleed
I wanted everyone to just leave

I don’t see what is so special about me
But if me being here makes you so happy
But you don’t seem happy you seem sad
Or upset or depressed or angry or mad

I don’t want you to die or cut or scream
I don’t want you to think about anyone but me
I don’t want you to leave me without a goodbye
But I want you to meet me with a smile and “Hi!”

You probably wonder why I’m in love with you
But reasons don’t matter just know that its true
But still I don’t see what’s so good about me
But if me being here makes you so happy

If one day I wake up and have a bad feeling
If I wake up and my heart has been peeling
I will wonder if you’re dead or alive
I will wonder if you picked up the bloody knife

I don’t want you to die or cut or scream
I don’t want you to think about leaving
I don’t want you to die without a goodbye
If you do leave ill be here in your afterlife