Free

Is life really worth living?
Is it worth the pain?
Is my life worth keeping?
Or should I just slit again?
Is suicide the answer?
Does anybody know?
Should I really end it all?
Or just let this knife go?
What’s the point of living?
If all do I is cry?
Why stay alive?
When it’s so easy to die?
Should I continue living this nightmare?
And hope for a happy end?
Or should I just let go?
Is my body to hurt to mend?
Is there light at the end of the tunnel?
Or is that a speeding train?
What am I supposed to do?
What is there to gain?
Why do I ask so many questions?
Is anybody there?
Why do I bother?
Does anybody care?
I’m sick of asking,
And wondering why,
So I’m gunna go,
And give suicide a try,
I have nothing to lose
And nothing to gain,
So here I go,
And say good-bye to the pain,
I pick up my gun,
And put it up to my head,
As I slowly pull the trigger,
I feel the cold lead,
It shoots right through,
And hits the wall
I fall so swiftly to the floor,
I’ve done it; I’ve ended it all,
I just lay there,
In a lifeless heap,
I drift into nothingness,
Eternal sleep,
My life is over,
And nobody cared,
I am no longer in pain,
I am no longer scared,
Finally I can live happily,
No more pain for me,
I can live how ever I want,
I am completely free.