School Thoughts

All these numbers and words,
Don't sink into my brain.
I'm too dumb, too stupid.
All i can feel is pain.

You can't see it,
It's deep inside.
Eating away at my heart.
All i want to do, is run, hide.

But there is no where i can run
In this world, where it wont follow
I cut straight, blood lines,
Make my stomach hollow.

This is my pain release
For i cannot cry out, or scream
All i do is think, think, think,
Living life like a horrible dream.

Death is the only way, the cowards way
But it's the only place
I have left to go
Where pain won't follow.