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I will write this now, so i don't have to say, i know I'm going to have to but instead you can just read, girl I'm sorry, i sound like a b**ch i know but understand i look out for you, and that i love you cause your my best mate. It shocked me, can't you tell, i wasn't expecting it, i was pissed already and i guess that just added, what do i say to you please let me no, i tell you one thing and its what you don't want to hear, my bad, i can\'t help that, i never thought you was like that, not calling you a s**t or nothing, girl don't take it the wrong way, you know i mean well and don't want to see you hurt anymore, i didn't think you would do something like that and I'm sorry for what i said just know i love you and don't want to see your heartbroken again.

* i no its not that great but it was my feelings at the time let me no what you think*