Friends? i think not

Have you seen the hurt in my eyes
have you ever thought that i lie
have you ever sat to hear my cries
do any of you know i only want to die

i say I'm better
but slowly i get worse
the words stabbing me
as though I'm only a curse

as i figure out things
i never wanted to know
life is getting harder
it just goes to show.

i take my words
and everyone Else's too
i stab my self
till the blood runs through

i cant believe
what they have done
the ones i called "best friends"
and now i have none

alone once again
in a world so cold
no one to trust
as our minds begin to mold

staring out into the sky
knowing that i don't belong
theres only one more week
that i have to stay strong

as i cry myself to sleep
before i go to bed
everything is not ever right
as i want to lay dead

no one know what i go through
no one knows me
no one stops to see me cry
as my blood only a plea

only one more week
that i have to pretend
that I'm someone that I'm not
for the well being of my friend

as the tears pour from my eyes
and the blood flows from my arm
as me the only one to see my cries
as I'm the only to see my harm